Sunday, October 25, 2009

The Aftermath.


Hi there, Blondefabulous here with a little announcement....

I was scared shitless last night.

Yep. I was a barely functioning human last night at Avitaween. My apologies to everyone there because I was coming off as a stuck up bitch. It wasn't ya'll, it was me. See, I may sound outgoing and cool and all those other adjectives we use for the awesome people, but in real life, I freeze up and freak out. That was what was going on last night. Really awesome people like Hilly, Rachel316, and Bellaventa all came over and talked to me. God bless them, they were doing their damnedest to get me out of my shell, but I was already frozen and in full on hide out mode. I suck ass sometimes. Oh...... and Dave2 was 3 feet from me at one point and I was basically a statue. Of course, that could have been because I think he's a hottie. I definitely have trouble talking to people I think are H-A-W-T! I guess that's why I couldn't come up with good conversation with Finn either. Sheesh!
So I did think the party was awesome. Adam and his cohorts did a fan-frackin'-tastic job on all the decorations! The dying scientists were a nice touch too! It was all so cool to see. The drinks were good too. I especially liked the Specimen 37. It was my drink of choice for the evening.

So, in conclusion, I would like to apologize to everyone who thought I was acting like a stuck up, heinous bitch. I wasn't doing it on purpose. In fact, when I was with a small group of bloggers, I did totally awesome! HHN on Friday, and lunch at Bahama Breeze on Saturday afternoon was excellent and I didn't freeze up at all, so it had to be me getting overwhelmed that did it. Oh and don't worry.... HHH has said that I am going to next years Avitaween even if he has to drag me there. Apparently he wants to help me overcome my fears.

Love is a wonderful thing.

9 comments:

Bubblewench said...

Wow! I didn't think any of those things! I am glad you had a good time, and hell yeah come back next year! Cause now you KNOW us! :)

rachel said...

I know for a fact no one thought you were stuck up we all knew it was shyness because we is smart blog peoples.

Blondefabulous said...

BUBBLEWENCH: Yeah.... I am getting that now. It was the gravity of it all that night that had me freaking out. I will be back, count on it!

RACHEL:I'm glad you guys knew it.... I was freaking out at everything. Thanks for taking me under your and Robyn's wing for a while!

Finn said...

Here's what's funny: When you didn't say much to me on Saturday, I wondered what was wrong with ME, not you. I didn't think you were a bitch!

Just so you know that you're not the only one who feels that way sometimes. Next year will be better!

Blondefabulous said...

FINN: I imagine it will. Now that I know what to expect, I will be better prepared with what I can do to counteract my shyness.

Plus, nest year I am going as a roller girl, not matter what the theme..... I kick ass as a roller girl!!!!

Poppy said...

Um, hmm. I didn't notice you being anything but yourself, but I didn't see you for that long because I don't care for hanging out in that front room unless I'm doing karaoke, which I did none of this year. Oh well. :(

I hope you really did have a great time and that you'll go again next year!!!

Avitable said...

It was nice to finally meet you, even if you weren't feeling 100%. :)

Hilly said...

I spent three years with anxiety disorder so when I saw you sitting there by yourself, I figured that is what you were going through. Maybe the next time around will be easier...it always is for me. :)

marty mankins said...

Hell, Finn (Meagan) had to peg me twice before I knew who she was (Sorry Meagan... too many people overload).

As I commented in the previous blog post, I hope you will be at future blogger events. I was happy to have met you, even if it was for a brief moment.